Maligned Want... love poem

I see your face, it's flooding my mind Like a terrible cancer that's maligned. and each of your words keeps me inclined i'm about to break, the knowledge that I'll never call you mine. Maybe, if the stars would break out in perfect alignment or my heart wasn't scattered to these teeny tiny fragments I know you could cure my head's ailments, But i just keep chasing pavements. and it kills me inside, knowing i'm so tongue-tied, because you'll never know that I can't let these feelings subside I'm too broken to love, Too unlovable to try, but yet I stay up writing you this rhyme... it all seems foolish, It all seems crazy Seeing you smile at me, and smiling back falsely. My throat grows knotty. im on the ledge, almost off the brink I know if I jumped, I'd sink it's too late to rethink, Feel myself falling feel myself aching am I babbling? Do you understand what I'm trying to say? That i couldn't wait one second longer, nor another day... i can't help but amplify my feelings forte and I feel my nerves holding myself back, But they can't hold me longer My craving for you is stronger... than the knowledge of age, the thought of distance those are just meaningless hindrance. I love you